Following her meeting with Erland and their somewhat
uncomfortable exchange, Ingrid's journey through the market returned to a more
tranquil pace.
A few minutes of walking had her calm, though with each
stride she was reminded of the dampness that remained between her thighs. She had always hated that the wetness stayed
so long after the warmth had faded away, and now she found it a constant
reminder of the awful desires that had created it. She tried to distract her thoughts, focusing
on the calm air and the homely scenery.
She saw a friend of her son's, and her mind drifted to her
husband and children.
I'm very fortunate to have a loving husband and family
she told herself, feeling a warm sense of satisfaction at how well her children
had grown into adults.
Her sons had become strong, handsome men, and her daughters
were beautiful and courageous women. All
of them had taken after the best of their parents, and she felt enormous pride
whenever she thought about them.
As she reached the center of the town, she stopped and took
in the atmosphere that had arisen with the growing population and trade of the
past ten or fifteen years. When her
children were born, the town had felt so small and calm; nowadays, it had begun
to feel like a bustling port, and she could even spot a number of people who
she had never met.
When she saw an unfamiliar mother and daughter walking along,
she felt a sudden surge of anxiety.
I hope that Sigrid is alright she thought to herself, worrying
about what her daughter might be doing at that very moment. She's so young and naive about the pain
that exists in this world.
Ingrid had tried to instill in her children an appreciation
of life and all its wonders, but also a sense of the trials and dangers that
all people faced; with Sigrid, she felt that she had failed in achieving the
latter. She had existed largely in a
world of fantasy, chasing after the dreams that Ingrid had held onto for too
long into Sigrid's childhood. Perhaps if
she had told fewer stories of battles, spoils, and glory, then Sigrid wouldn't
have become so obsessed with proving herself by those same measures.
Before she could dwell on the thought any longer, she spotted
a young couple walking towards her, immediately recognizing her eldest son
Bjarn and his wife.
Bjarn's wife was a woman whose beauty was only surpassed by
her strength, which was not an opinion that Ingrid had of many women besides
herself. Her son was a powerful and
handsome man, and she wasn't surprised that he had managed to earn an equally
impressive wife – though she had thought for some time that no such maiden
existed in these parts.
Despite the odds, and Bjarn's combative attitude, he had
managed to find an excellent wife, which made Ingrid very happy as a
mother. She could almost imagine her
grandchildren, who she knew – if Bjarn had half the appetite that his father
did at his age – would be along quite soon.
When the two of them approached, she tried to clear her mind
of all the negative thoughts which had been floating through it throughout the
day and focus on how fortunate she was in her life. A smile slowly spread across her face, and
she saw the approaching youngsters smile in response.
“Mother!” Bjarn called out to her, obviously glad to happen
across her in town.
He had built a house on the other side of Osfjoll a few years
back, where he lived with his wife and where they planned to raise their
children.
“Well met, Son” Ingrid replied as she reached them. “How goes it?”
Bjarn grinned.
“It goes well.” he replied.
“We decided to walk the town after some business in the market. And you?”
“Heading through town to clear my mind, and fetch some
supplies for the next few days.”
Bjarn shifted uncomfortably.
“That's good to hear.
Hopefully there's nothing too awful to clear away” he said, chuckling.
“What's bothering you, Bjarn?” she
asked him.
The way his eyes flitted between
the two women standing by him told her that he didn't want to tell her, and
that his wife already knew, so she decided to become more direct.
He opened his mouth to give some
excuse, but his mother interrupted him before he could.
“I know you're hiding something”
she accused. “Out with it!”
Her son still stayed silent, but
now his wife spoke.
“Just tell her, husband” she
demanded. “You're not the sort of man
who can keep a secret from his mother.”
He shot her a bitter glance, but
caved in to the pressure from the two women.
“Alright, alright. I'll tell you – though you might wish that I
hadn't once I open my mouth” he grumbled.
“Well?” his mother pushed,
impatiently. “Tell it.”
Everyone could tell that Bjarn
wasn't pleased at how easily he had been coerced, but began to speak
regardless.
“We were speaking with Erland, and
he told us about something...” he preambled.
Ingrid's heart nearly stopped, her
mind racing at the possibility of what he had told her family.
“Apparently there are rumours of
beasts in the North...” he continued.
Ingrid felt calmed for a moment,
but then hesitated on why the news had been so secretive.
“And why did you want to keep that
from me?” she prodded, her son still looking uncomfortable.
“Well... there are a group of
warriors being sent to investigate the rumours...” he continued, dragging out
the ordeal.
“And?” Ingrid repeated, starting to
become frustrated.
“We thought you'd be upset if you
knew...” he warned. “They were sent by
the Earl personally... and Sigrid is
among them.”
At those last words, Ingrid felt
her body become cold and stiff.
Imagining those beasts attacking her daughter, and what they would do to
her if she couldn't resist them...
“I have to go home” she said
abruptly.
Bjarn wasn't thrilled by the
response, though it was by no means the worst that he could have expected.
“Don't do anything rash. She's with very respectable warriors, who are
sworn to her safety. You don't have to
be concerned for the safety of a capable shieldmaiden like her.”
Ingrid smiled.
“Then you don't worry about me”
she shot back.
“You don't have to worry about
Sigrid, mother, she'll be fine” Bjarn assured her.
Despite their words, Ingrid was
already turning away from them. “Take
care of yourselves” she said, quickly walking away.
“What are you going to do?” Bjarn
called to her, demanding an answer.
“Don't worry about me” Ingrid
called back to him.
Bjarn began to ask her word that
she wouldn't do anything hasty, but before they could hope for another
response, she had completely disappeared.
“Do you think that she'll be
alright?” Helga said, genuinely concerned.
Bjarn paused for a moment, thinking
on it. “I'm not entirely sure...” he
said, pausing.
“She's a strong woman, but I think
that I should ask my father to check on her – just in case” he concluded.
The two of them stood there,
thinking about Ingrid and all that was happening.
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